Needing to talk
Yet no one to hear...

Unable to speak the pain I feel
Some would doubt it's even real...

7 months on Tuesday
That's how long it's been...

Some days I wish for the end some nights I wish...

Alone in the dark
alone at night...

I fell even though I knew
There was no taming you...

Enter demons and dark angels fill my mind ripping...

Feeling hunger
Uncontrollable apathy...

Pain calls me
i want to answer...

Bored as hell is this real I feel like dreaming of...

The only thoughts I find comforting
Are the ones of ending my suffering...

I have a feeling everyday it never really seems to...