You have this whole idea of how i should be,
I should look like this...

Guess i never thought it would be this way,
after all these years we are finally over...

Can't believe I let you go,
guess i never realized what a good thing i had...

I don't understand why I feel so bad?
I no longer love you...

It's started again,
that downward spiral of hate...

I saw you today with her,
God it hurt...

I can't believe two years ago,
I lost you...

My head hurts,
my body aches...

You criticize me,
you make me cry...

I need you granddad,
I want you back right now...

Aching hearts hurt worse then any other pain.
Bleeding hearts hurt worse of all...

I’ve been trying not to love you
I’ve been putting up a fight...