I'm happy, I'm sad
I'm everything between...

I'd like to say I'm fine now
But that would be a lie...

Hey people i have read through the 'reality of...
its funny you know, because it starts off like a...

Death is not the lonely ache
Why mourn and live in sorrow...

How do I act around those I love
The ones who don't know me...

When I was four you forgot my birthday
But I didn't actually care...

I can smile and I know
This smile is not a fake...

The first thought in the morning
And the last at the end of the night...

I hurt you I see that now
All it took was time...

If I had the willpower
Or even the wings...

I am lying in bed in the darkest hour
But such nightmares go on in my head...

I can hear the beats
Of Christmas merriment...