At times in the night I recall his memories,
Filled with heartbreak and meant-to-be's...

Goodbye my love. Hello to the pain.
Never again will you say my name...

Here I am, to state my final sorrow to you.
Here I stand, because I realize we're forever...

Laying in the darkness. Laying among the dead,
Here I see the shadows, as I lay upon my bed...

Dear Ryan
I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true...

It's started again. The pain has returned.
As the fire in my heart that once burned...

Here I am again, dipping my face in the same old...
Starting off with smiles, ending in crying tears...

I am so sorry I hurt you; I wish I could go back,
Time but has no rewind, I have no time machine...

You stole my heart and mind from first words,
Instead of seeing bats, I'm seeing birds...