A few more tears and I can hate you,
One more lie and i'll believe
That i'm not quite cut out
For all that you want me to be...

Tell me that you're joking,
Tell me it's all a lie.
Tell me anything you need to,
But please don't make me cry.

Judge me if you must, understand me if you can. But if you really want to help me, just be there to hold my hand.

I bleed the words I cannot speak, and the tears that won't seem to fall..

You're believing all the lies i tell,
Mistaking me for someone strong.
You may think i've got it together,
But i've been broken all along.....

Cut deep in hidden places,
Scars are all that's left to show,
If you look inside my heart you'll find,
There's so much that you don't know...

These scars, they keep reminding me, that my past is real. I wish they would just go away, so i would know what to feel...

I was told that i'm a coward. And now, i find it's true. I hope that you are happy, cuz i'm a coward because of you.

*You may not understand this, sorry.*

Maybe, if it's possible,
And i'm lucky enough.
I'll just keep on sleeping,
And never wake up...

There's only so much a girl like me can take, so please forgive me if i break..