I sit back and listen to these waves
my mind is always racing...

Hello night,
has emptiness ever seemed so cluttered...

Call me the modern day desperado,
there's no bravado...

Maybe I'll wake tomorrow with some clarity
and finally surrender this life of temerity...

There's a lack of joy in your haunting memory
and the nights I'm kept awake contemplating every...

Some say the stress isn't worth it
and I should probably give up...

Do you get infatuated with strangers
who are simply being polite...

I can’t stand our interactions, they hurt me...
Needed financial help to get a place...

Sometimes I feel hopeless,
it's so hard to focus with this diagnosis...

Hopefully today is as special to you
As you are to those blessed with your presence...

Charlotte, baby girl, I know you're probably...
Questioning why both your parents aren't together...

When I look into the mirror
I'll tell you what I can see...