Just because its not what you expected doesn't...
**Please comment, this poem means alot to me...

Its really not easy coming to school hding my...

I really wish you understood the pain I'm feeling...
i wish everything was perfect, with friends...

You told me you loved me and that i was your...
you said that i was beautiful and i was worth more...

I cut ur initials into my thigh..knowing that i...

Just the way you look at me makes me heart melt...
just the way you talk to me makes me want to leap...

I cut again tonight not thinking about the...
i cut again tonight wishing that you loved me once...

I told myself i wouldn't, i promised i would stop...
i looked into the mirror and saw a lost soul...

The man in my life wouldn't judge me by a stero...
he suprises me with romantic gifts like red roses...

Have you ever wanted to break down..ever wanted to...
--this is about something that happend last...

Here i am alone in my room feeling lost and used...
times are changing and life is getting harder...

I'm sick of being the only one without a man, no...
no one holds my hand when i walk down the street...