The questions who am i, and why am i here
Quickly race threw my mind, a sense of real...

So lonely so cold so lost in all this confusion
Temptation takes over and I'm searching for you...

Cross your heart and hope to die pinky promise me...
I'll lye awake and pray for God to keep you with...

Hiding be hide this smile pretending every things...
Becomes a routine, This smile becomes my mask...

These thoughts racing threw my mind
captured and thrown into many words on paper...

It seems like just yesterday you walked out on us
as soon as i saw that face memories came pouring...

Lost in a world of confusion, n surrounded by lost...
pain seems to be normal while heart ache just...

I hide it so well, Deny it so easily
You'd never guess N I'd never tell...

Once again your gone and I'm alone all over again
another roller coaster another trip down memory...

Slit my wrist N blacken my eyes just to be with...
I can't take it anymore, whats a girl suppose to...

Cry my eyes out, slit my wrist
watch the blood drip slowly...

I'm not here to tell you sorry, not this time
Not here to say every things going to be ok...