I feel so empty, so alone, so afraid
Recently its been getting worse, so much worse...

She is my world
The apple of my eye...

Loneliness and depression is all I feel,
Crying before bed...

Dear Lord please take this burden
that is weighing down on me...

I made myself cry today
Just to make sure I could feel...

I close my eyes
hoping time will pass...

I see the pity in those burning eyes
Spare me your meaningless lies...

My heart aches, it screams,
I fall to my knees and cry...

It has been 22yrs now
since the day you died...

Trying to search my heart
for answers I desperately need...

People say it is better this way
what do they know...

I thrive on the sadness
that tears at my heart...