It lies behind a smiling face,
It barely conceals the hate...

((I dedicate this poem to my cousin Mike. God...
I am really cool and suave...

Please just don't pack up and go,
Please don't turn and walk away...

I look at my grief.
The pain causes so much hurt...

I met you in a chatroom,
As silly as that sounds...

I saw her walking past me,
Her beauty stole my heart...

I know you're mad,
I know you're pissed...

My thoughts were bad,
Focused on the past...

((I wrote this poem to put as captioning in a...
You see me here...

This life is terrifying,
And my time is running out...

The tale written here is sad,
To those of you who care...

This thing called pain is mystifying,
And it is just so tantalizing...