BeautifulCutter

About BeautifulCutter

/B/O/Y/F/R/I/E/N/D/
My Anti-Drug...Getting My Life Back On Track...

I'm a Jr. and I will soon be 18. :)

I've been suicidal for about 6 years ((maybe more)) and I've been cutting for most of those years.
I've struggled with Bulumia and Anorexia ever since I was 12.

I was raped by my 'best friend' when I was 14 and I live with the nightmare of seeing his face everyday at school.

I've been through more sh*t than any 17 year old should. I miscarried my baby back in August 2007...I'm still am mourning my loss & I will forever. I never knew you could feel so empty or alone until then.
I don't want to hate the father of my baby...but I do. He wasan't there for me and left me all alone.

I am my own worst critic...

Profile of BeautifulCutter

  • Age : 18
  • Gender : Female
  • Country : USA
  • Joined : Nov 13, 2005
  • Last Visit : 18 years ago
  • Poems : 43
  • Comments : 49
  • Quotes : 36
  • Posts : 7
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Latest Poems By BeautifulCutter

  • Sinking [[to the middle of no where]]

    I just want to go away.
    Sink into the middle of no where...

  • Purity

    I was so young-so pure.
    Not quite ripe- not ready to be picked...

  • Hate You

    I should hate you but I don't. After all the lying...
    It amazes me just how much you still mean to me...

  • Everything to Me (2)

    He's the first robin in the spring, he's a...
    He's everything to me-what I need to live...

  • Friends Don't Rape Friends

    It kills me to feel this way-
    so ugly && cruel inside...

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Latest Quotes By BeautifulCutter

  • [[Baby I Won't Wait 4ever]]
    What it comes down to: I'm trying to get over him. I just want to talk to him and make things better...haven't heard from him. Our baby's due date was yesterday. He doesnt care.

    16 years ago
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  • [[I'm not over you...I'm all over you]]
    the issue: i had a miscarriage in august & the guy who's baby it was, was not there 4 me. i hate him with my whole heart. i don't want to hate him anymore..it's exhausting. we haven't talked in months

    16 years ago
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  • *...& Baby I hope it hurts...*

    17 years ago
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