How presumptuous of me,
In all my humanity,
To seek You out of boredom.

I am sick of acting like I don't care and I'm not affected. You broke my heart beyond repair. Almost a year later and I still suffer while you live your life like I was never in it.

I surround myself with silence. The stillness calms my soul.

With each moment away from you a painful reminder of what was, I am left a cripple of the heart.

The beauty of abstract thought is the lack of rationality.

There is a complex balance between knowing self worth and having an attitude of self importance. Lean too far either way and people don't take you seriously.

When all seems lost and hopeless,
I find comfort and strength in the darkest time of night.

You taught me all my heart has known of love.
I wish I had known you knew nothing of it.

I tried to fix us... you didn't let me.

Laugh when you want to cry,
Smile when you want to die,
Keep going when you don't want to try,
Try and fight against the lie,
Say "ours" instead of "my"

And know that it is all because I love you. <3