My mind is empty
but filled with complex twisted thoughts...

I don't care about your thrills
no more do you give me chills...

I need saving
from these horrible days...

If i gave you this black hole i am forced to call...
would you take care of it...

I want to fall in love
is that too much to ask for...

I fantasize
about things ill never find...

My lover went away
his flesh slowly dissipates...

Theres a puddle of blood at my feet
i have killed my own defeat...

Is there any thing that can make my life worse?
is there anyone who knows how much this hurts...

Everyone walks by me,
with plastered smiles on their faces...

Do you know that every night i cry
do you know how much this hurts inside...