He will never see this so here i say his name
David Shamash...

Im drowning again sinking into self doubt and fear...
Sinking to where I dont want to be but the walls...

In dedication to a dear best friend
6 years i loved you, 8 years i knew you this year...

Ones biggest fear has become ones biggest Secret...
one thing leads to another and the seed of secerts...

You must be in kings Lynn for four months a year...
But I promise u I will be waiting, longing for...

You be who u wanna be u do what u wanna do cos...
this is a warning to all the lovers out there...

Brakeing... day by day more bad news" we...
17 and already i cry at night over the thought of...

Down with the money we can barely buy food
Down with my mother health now cancer is on the...

Its not easy moving forward when your forced to...
Sealing up boxes a brill with emotions on paper...

Ever since I can remember I have had an abusive...
Life/s never been easy there has always been a...

I know your out there in the dark but babe your...
We/re Miles apart...

Im falling the gates of hell lye open below me its...
We worked hard to pull our family out of the drain...