I knew from the very moment,
The moment your eyes met mine...

Tell me, what was it I did so wrong,
for you to make me feel like I shouldn't exist...

I stand in front of the mirror,
Seeing this reflection of myself...

God now carries you with him,
since you passed through heavens gate...

I lock myself up in my room,
To hide the pain inside...

I don't know why I dream of you.
I don't know why I care...

I never thought that love was real.
Until you came around...

Its been 5 and half months now.
Since you up and left me here...

My heart doesnt beat the same anymore.
In fact I cant feel it beat at all...

I thought...
So I let down all my guards...

Your not supposed to be on my mind.
After all the things I said...

I used to be so different.
Every day was the same exact routeen...