What is the matter with our country anyways,
what is the matter with this country nowadays...

I'm crying in the middle of the night
sure ain't a pretty sight...

One day i decided to end my life and cut my wrist.
An objective i didn't get to finish because of my...

God and me know
you were what i loved the most...

Why do we destroy ourselves,
i'm not excluding myself...

This is a story now long forgotten
Of how cruel the world can be...

Sitting in a classroom thinking things through,
Wishing our reality wasn"t true...

I've walked through hell,
and I've gotten to know it well...

Today I'll tell you a story,
for those who wanted to read a poem I'm sorry...

A curtain of shadows surrounds me,
this is not how is supposed to be...