I hate how i love a boy so much and i care so much...

I hate having to be alone
i hate having to hate myself because of the way u...

I'M SO TIRED OF ALWAYS IT BEING MY FAULT
ITS NEVER YOURS CAUSE UR SO PERFECT...

I'm am SO tired of my life i cant take it
i am SO tired of crying myself to sleep...

I sit with a mask of make believe smiles upon my...

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give...

I tried to be your friend
but all you ever did was hurt me...