I told you i loved you
you told me you loved me...

Just wondering where you are,
Just wondering what you'd say...

I hate knowing...that you can still survive...
I hate seeing...you walking around without me...

Rolling around inside, not knowing what to do,
Waiting for support, too young to have a clue...

I'm sitting here in my room,
Scared half to death...

I am not ashamed of who I was, or who I have...
I am proud of the way I live my life...

You don't know him like I know him,
And I know you never will...

I've tried so long to be someone I'm not,
That I don't remember the real me...

So here I am, all alone,
trying hard to smile...

Feeling kind of lost,
Feeling kind of confused...