I am not ashamed of who I was, or who I have...
I am proud of the way I live my life...

You don't know him like I know him,
And I know you never will...

I've tried so long to be someone I'm not,
That I don't remember the real me...

So here I am, all alone,
trying hard to smile...

Feeling kind of lost,
Feeling kind of confused...

I talk to you every day.
I dream of you every night...

No one really knows,
the pain I feel inside...

I hate you,
You'll never understand...

Emerald eyes, bouncy curls,
and a smile to ease the pain...

Laying on the table,
Staring at the ceiling...

I'm sitting here in my room,
Scared half to death...

When we are alone, you act like you really want...
When your friends show up, the way you change just...