sometimes it overwhelms me,
sometimes i just want to leave it all behind
sometimes i wish i wasnt here
sometimes...
i wish i was dead

i used to be so happy,
but something has changed,
a relization which is that nothing in my life
is going to change,
mom will always be jsut plain old mom
pushing me into things
i just dont want to do
dad never being around ,
never understanding any of this.
friends i can never really turn to
fake smiles i hide behind
to make them think nothing is wrong
when it seems to me my whole world is
crashing down. ******************************************. Im starting to write a book.. in the very beginning stages anyways lol soo, yeah im pretty exctied about that. the book will be about a young girl (teenager) and what she goes through in life, the book will include poetry writen by the main character as she went through the different times through her life. The book will be loosely based on my life but mostly fictional. - (:
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somedays when fear i am completely alone, i come onto this website i see that their are many people who have felt what i feel, who have been through what i've been through, and i think.. if they can push through so can i. I want to THANK this website right now , and every wonderful writer on it for their words . ----------------------------- sincerely - Cassidy.

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its not about if the writing is good, its about the emotion behind the actual words. < that statement seems to be how i critique work. If its meaningful its good.
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i've lately been learning much about life, and how what you do effects many people not just yourself . Also if you waste your time waiting for something/ someone your most likely going to miss out on something that in the long could be much better for you.