I hate you
I hate me...

I swam through molten moonlight
my eyes were square on you...

Your love is like moonlight
Painting my every step with a soft brilliance...

Your smile is like music to my soul
The drifting melody in your grin a soft lilting...

I have to hide behind my smile
I'm too afraid to be honest...

As I'm sitting on the stone cold floor
my head resting on my knees...

I'm falling into a liquid abyss
a place of pure darkness...

In my last moments
will you be thinking about me...

Am I okay?
Do you really even want to know...

I hate you
I hate me...

It's so hard to live up to you
still unsure of what you want me to do...

Looking in the mirror
I can't tell what I see...