I'm staring at the sky
hoping to catch a glimpse of the universe...

I stand with my eyes raised high
my arms away from my sides...

Dull blue eyes
I'm staring at you without seeing...

Life pushes you down until you cannot stand
laughter fills your ears yet it is not yours...

Shattered from the inside out
Pierced within by shards of doubt...

I'm bleeding in your arms
crying from the inside out...

I look ahead
never turn back...

Why try?
You never win...

I
Have you ever wondered what that really means...

I can feel your presence all around me
pulling me deeper, holding me close...

I'm so tired
my vision failing...

I'm watching you fade to nothing
gently slipping into oblivion...