Even a month or two later
I continue to endure a torture...

My shining star shined brighest
Always making me happy...

Some people are born happy
Others achieve happiness...

I warned you from day one
Just what type of person I was...

I'm the school loser that's destined to fail
No matter what I do or how hard I try...

I lay floating in the cold water
Watching time pass me by...

I stand here shaking violently
Forced to control myself...

The world creates and raises good
The world creates and raises evil...

I've made plenty of mistakes in my life
But now I've made my biggest mistake...

I've been with my girlfriend for about two years
And I love her with all my heart and soul...

The thunder and lightning conquer the sky
As fire and water divide the land together...

I lay on a worn mattress with holes at night
In a bed that continues to creak at night...