I smile on the thoughts of disappearing from you.... The thought and the feeling of just being FREE!

I pick you up when you down, while you let me drown. You belittle me and treat me like a clown.

Beating myself up because you said I was never enough. I’ve finally found the courage and strength to see the truth, and honestly, I was doing way too much to get your attention. You are not worth it. You don’t deserve me.