I'm left wide awake,
From all I'm forced to take...

So cold, I'm gasping for air,
Reaching out for a hand thats not there...

Take my hand - it's always waiting,
Waiting for your warm hand to hold...

Will you follow me, wherever I go?,
No matter where it is, just you and me...

I can't disassociate myself from this endless...
I feel like I'm smothered in a diminished...

It's starting again, I can feel,
Coming on so strong, it's unreal...

I thought what I was doing was right,
I was being led on by my own deceptions...

"NO!" She screams inside her head,
"I don't want to end up dead&quot...

The torture is propelling,
My mind is compelling...

It hurts, when I'm broken on the floor,
But this has happened many times before...

I'm so bored, I'm falling asleep,
This teacher is boring...

Dear Diary,
Today has been so saddening...