Lost in my thoughts
mind is jumbled up...

He loves her
Like I love him...

Your pain drives me insane
There's just so much I wish I could do...

I stare into your loving eyes
and feel your warm caress...

The knife slits through my wrists
The tender flesh gently parts...

My past has consumed me
My future is bleak...

Sparrows in my stomach
trying to break free...

My true face is hidden
behind a well crafted mask...

Haunted by the past
the future obscured...

Every time i find
someone new to love...

There once was a boy
so kind and gentle and sweet...

How did i ever live
without your warm embrace...