Hey there little one I'm sorry i let you go
i never got to see you or even say hello...

Whose that girl crying there in that bed
lieing there fetal with a duvet over her head...

Your not here because you overstepped the line
but now all i can think is my life is now mine...

As i lie right next to you here in this bed
I'm scared of the hatred that fills up my head...

I walk into that clinical place
looking around for a familiar face...

Where were you when i needed you?
when i cried myself to sleep...

I refuse to be a victim
i wont rise to the bait...

Maybe i do have a problem its just something i...
you have to stop drinking is what they tell me...

You were here now your gone.
what was it that i did wrong...

It was the best day of her life she was finally to...
the reality hadn't quite set in yet she was still...

As i sat down next to her
i listened with a smile...

Right here we go where do i start?
theres a jumble in my head a pain in my heart...