Its never by what u want do its by what u need to do .in live we always have to give up the things we love . either because we mess up in past or there's thing on own way that wont let us do it.

God will take you to hell just to get to heaven...you going to have to face a lot challenge...but once you there , you dont have to worry about it anymore .. cuz you there to stay soo keep ur head up and ur eyes open

Dont say sorry. sorry didn't do it, you did