You see me and smile,
For a moment I'm home...

"How do you know when you're older,&quot...
"When you get a big girl bed," her...

The empty buz inside my head,
Helps me to realize I'm not dead...

Slowly they float, towards the moon they will...
Leaving that gleam in your eye, hypnotized...

When I fall asleep at night
I picture your arms round me tight...

The sound of your voice brings tears to my eyes,
Over the phone I choke back wailing cries...

G2g, and brb,
That's all you ever say to me...

Can't see what I'm texting through the tears
What has happened fulfils the worst of my fears...

It sickens me the way I quiver with remorse.
The way your name slips effortless from my lips...

Have you ever felt like the world is out to get...
Like in everything you say or do...

Silently I cry.
You choose to turn away...

STOP: before you read this poem I encourage you to...
My cousin's name is Ruby...