Matthew Schut

About Matthew Schut

So I am a really outgoing guy and I love meeting new people and helping them. If you ever need anything, give me a shout and I will be more than willing to listen or give some advice if you would like. I have a bachelor's degree in Psychology and I love helping people!

A few things about me that you all should know...I've been down the road of darkness..I've had many nights where all I could dream about is death. I used to cut myself on a daily basis for about four years and I no longer had a pain tolerance. I would punch walls as hard as I could until my knuckles would bleed, I would cut myself for every failure that I had committed during the day. I used to see demons, hear voices, and I have even walked into them before. Many nights I would not go to sleep because I did not want to dream about death and being killed every night. Instead I would sit up and cry and cut myself and watch the blood mix with the tears. I tried committing suicide a couple different times...I had no reason to live and I wanted to die in any way that I could...well one day...it all changed...ask me about it...and I will be more than willing to share! :)

Life is way too short to waste it on someone who just isn't worth the tears! I believe in happiness and I think every person deserves it! Each person is lovely and AWESOME the way that they are and they shouldn't have to change for anyone! :)

Msg me and I am more than willing to chat! :)

Have a wonderful day and remember...SMILE! :)

Profile of Matthew Schut

  • Age : 25
  • Gender : Male
  • Country : USA, Arizona
  • Joined : Sep 11, 2008
  • Last Visit : 9 years ago
  • Poems : 169
  • Comments : 138
  • Quotes : 7
  • Posts : 269
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Latest Poems By Matthew Schut

Latest Quotes By Matthew Schut

  • One thing is certain, we will never fail if we always get back up. No one can stop us if we don't give up on ourselves...

    6 years ago
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  • "You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing .. then you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself, 'Everything is...'"

    7 years ago
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  • You do you and I'll do me...if you ever see me in the future, remember we weren't meant to be...

    7 years ago
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