I could calm down a hostile crowd
Make a church start a riot...

Sometimes I just wanna give up or at least take a...
Thats when I close my eyes and see my grandmothers...

I can compare her to the sun
My world revolves around her...

Tears drop on this blank page
The darkness rattling within like an animal caged...

I never thought I would write anything about you
Well I'm writing it for me not anyone else nor you...

Depression has me constantly contemplating suicide
Thoughts of death forever playing through my mind...

Depressed daily
The bread winner of my family...

My dream is to reach the highest level
So I have to go out and battle...

Afraid to close my eyes and sleep
Lately my thoughts have been deep...

Does she miss me when im not around?
Does she think about me at all...

Burst of inspiration that only last for a while
It gets harder to keep a smile...

Real communication is hard to find
Come take a walk with me if you don't mind...