I would never have dreamt about abortion.
But at 16 just left school i was so confused i was...

To my unborn child,
At 16 years of age i was so confused, my hormones...

U always seem to hurt me one way or another,
i know u don't mean it as i am Ur lover...

I don\'t know why i feel so bad
as you\'re the best thing iv\'e ever has...

All my emotions taking control
holding me back and not letting us grow...

Why am i not good enough for you?
there's got to be someone Else there has got to be...

I have loved you for so many years
and in that time i've cried many tears...

Since you've been gone life's not been the same
it still hurts just hearing your name...

I watched my ex boyfriend change day after day
i slowly watched him fade away...

I hate the way things have turned out
what was all the lies about...

I\\\'m not everything I\\\'m made out to be
there\\\'s a lot more then what you see...

I can't believe i feel this way
my emotions are everywhere...