Your name, is scratched in to every scar. </3

Im a disaster in heels,
A living mistake.
Ive held on so long,
My grip started to break.

I was doomed from the star,
this is nothing new.
Everytime i try,
i seem to fail you.
these words are nothing,
i cant explain.
The worlds of confusion
that implode in my brain.

Im starting to think, S i x f e e t isnt so far
D O W N.

You cant save me, if you cant even save yourself.

Truth is, Right now Im B r e a k i n g.
Im H u r t i n g so much right now.
But i will never let you know.
How Far This M a s k qoes,
Swallow the P a i n.
And A c t like im O k a y.

If your going to tell me to s m i l e, would you mind giving me a reason to?

And when the time comes, and you will look back, ill hope you see, i would have been your E V E R Y T H I N G Like you were T O
M E.

And i smiled, knowing, that i would never
make it, i never had a chance, but i fought with all i could.

When i see you with her, i smile.
Why? because i cant help to want to hide
my tears.. Why? because when your happy,
it makes me happy. Even when the smiles for her...i stilll have too..no matter how it hurts..ill never let you know.