He says grab my sharp hand and let me take your pain away...I will never leave you...

And now I lay me down to sleep...covered in sadness I weep...and if I die before I wake...it would be the greatest gift I could ever take...

I don't care if I go to Hell...any place is better than here.

Please God...give me the strength to kill myself.

I wonder what my face would look like with a bullet in it.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
-AFI

I cut myself last night.

I'll cut myself with you so you won't feel like you are alone.

I open my eyes and I see my family crying at my funeral...

There's no more adventure left for me here. My next journey is to the afterlife.