I thought i knew my friend
i thought we were suppose to be best friends...

I hate it when i am angry especially if i am near...
i hate it when i get angry at a friend for that...

I dont know what to do
i live such a boring life...

Darkness is crawling inside of me
its eating me inside...

I am getting sick of disappointments
Where ever i go there lies one...

I am a disappointment
I don't know why i am living...

I so just wanna take a knife
and end my life...

Every time I see her I want to say hi
And every time i leave her i want to say by...

My friend doesn't tell me anything
when she is sad...

I used to not be like this at all
I used to be happy...

Hope is when u believe that something good is...
Hope is when u want something to happen...

Being left behind multiple times hurts
the first time was high school...