Why does it seem impossible to write anymore?
Sitting here just staring at the wall...

I look at all my friends relationships,
How they’re always so loving, kind, caring...

When someone comes up to you, slowly, shyly
And explains their battle within their mind...

Its like a light flicked on in my head
when the doctor said those words...

I cannot believe in love at first sight,
Because what is love...

Somehow I hear my alarm
Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep...

I trusted you.
You see, I heard today that you...

Maybe I am crazy.
It's a phrase my brain repeats to me...

Here I am
Walking through the twisty roads of my mind...

As I lay my head on my pillow
my mind starts to billow...

It started years ago.
The pain, the voices, the taunts and teases...

Looking over the past
I honestly didn't believe it would last...