I just don't understand
This can't be any plan...

"The Lord saved me from my own sins"
They said this again and again...

She says she still loves him
She says that she'll let him back...

How do you ever have any time?
When every minute you're in my mind...

I can't just sit here lazily
Letting the fan lull me to sleep...

I can't just be happy?
Not even once...

Dear journal:
I know that I...

I don't know anything,
Not who I am or why I sing...

I wanna have that love that won't get old
I wanna feel content when it's you I hold...

Have you ever stopped and waited,
Waited for a sunset...

I'm drowning in an ocean of self doubt,
There's lead weights of pity pulling me down...

Don't ever give up,
Don't lay down and let them win...