The last two years have been hard
I have gave out my love but nothing in return...

I had a dream that my parents actually cared for...
That they loved me and held me in there arms and...

I love my self
It took me so long to say the words...

I got asked a questions today
Of which one was more scarier...

His lips are soft When he touches mine
His arms embarrassing...

A smile can hide so much
A smile helped me get through the hardest of times...

She called me again today
Her voice was harsh and her words were cruel...

she tells everyone she is OK
she smiles and believes everything is OK...

She wont ask for much
She will enjoy all the little things...

No one will love me the way i hope they will
No one will cherish me the way i want them to...

You mock me
You beat me...

Why dose this always happen to me
Why dose the most important people abandoned me...