I have thought of you
A million times this year...

I spent years hoping I would get over you
Praying that I wouldn’t feel tied to you...

I don’t know what made us so special anymore
The way you loved me like no one else could...

I am happier now that you are gone
I am not constantly on edge...

If I could, I’d carve at my chest
Dig deep and retract my heart...

Trying to move on…
What comes after you...

You might not be mine
At least not anymore but...

Came into my life
Showed me more loneliness...

I hope you think of me every time a candles lit
I hope you think of me every time your tire...

The problem is a vital piece is missing
I’ve collected myself, I’m unfinished...

I am regretting
My composure, might have fooled...

You have invaded
My mind, heart, spirit and soul...