I lay down in my casket
I'm all blue and cold...

I cover all over you body
you can see me and i see you...

I miss you every time it rains
I miss you every time I frown...

Life is flying by wither like it or not
it's hard to refuse when your so alone...

What is happiness?
Is it the way we look...

Where were you when I really needed you
I was lost,betrayed,confused I did not know what...

Of all the things I do and all the things I say
I just wanted to let you know I'm not gay...

What do I have to look forward to
everything in my life gone nothing to do...

I'm lost and confused because
everyone knows what I have done...

I look into a mirror and what do I see
I see a miserable girl trying to escape me...

A Letter
Dear Mom and Dad...

The plan of death is were i be
yee the spirits of the past...