Because of you
The things I have done...

I'm walking the rain...
Wondering why I don't feel a drop...

Of all the things i try to hide-
This is not my real side...

What you did to me was wrong
My heart for you is gone...

The attempts of dieing is quite rewarding
nothing can seize my sorrowful sad soul...

Why Me...

What’s in my head...

The shadows that escaped my eyes
are dark and fearious that scream cries...

I am...
I'm a normal teenager who has her own problems...

I want to hurt my self so freak-en bad
because I'm feeling so pissed of and sad...

For what reason do I have to live anymore
There is nothing to feed on nothing to explore...

You say you know me but you don't
you don't know that I'm living with kids...