I stopped cutting for a month,
I thought this time I could actually stop...

Pain has always been part of my life
I was born into pain...

There is an angel
In pain...

I have a best friend
His name is Blade...

You knew I was going through Hell
When I lived with you...

If I'm asked if I'm a virgin
I tell them I don't exactly consider me that...

I've been a cutter for 7 months
I've lived with pain for 10 years...

Death waits for us all,
But don't be afraid...

I'm tired of this pain,
So I cut...

My love
My everything...

There are new cuts on my wrist
I hit the vein a couple of times...

Dad,
You knew she abused me...