Allie, keep up the fight. I know you struggle and I appreciate you sharing this write. Hugs to you-

I can relate to this a little bit. Whats interesting is that our mind can repeat things that we hate about ourselves over and over, feelings of emptiness, or failure until it drives us insane but when I beat myself up on paper and just be honest it somehow takes the burden right off of me and my mind suddenly accepts it and gets over it.

This piece though sad has hope and remember we all dance to the tune we sing to ourselves, we are and do what we tell ourselves what we are and do. So sing a positive tune cause your going to need it, it will bring the strength out of you that lies dormant just remind yourself that it's their.

God bless!

Sometimes even the strongest of us break; however we tend to be the ones who stand back up quickly.