From the windy, cloud-cloaked shore
I watch the whitecaps blurring the horizon...
Can’t hold it in any longer
So, I retreat to my safe space...
There was a time and a place
Or maybe a person I forget...
Depression creeps into my mind
Like a subtle virus, starting slowly...
I want to rip my skin to shreds
Feel my bones pop like a cup of tea...
In shadows deep, a devil stood in guise,
Forcing love upon me, veiling his lies...
Within the walls that barricade her heart
Hate soars above the railings of despair...
November 28, 2023.
I think it's coming again. I feel it in my body...
I didn't know what a massacre is then.
I didn't know what it entails...
Last night, the rain raged for six
hours straight, for me to wake up to...
I could disintegrate with a gust of wind.
My bones and body feel brittle and hollow...
A fleeting moment passes,
On a balcony, or cliff edge...