I raise my hands to the sky, smile, and sigh, all because the blade met with my arm, once again.
I've tried my best to be happy
But there is always something pulling me down
Written 1-4-2008
My hair may of changed along with my clothes
But it cant hide the depression
Orignally written 31-3-2008
Just when I think I've overcome it
I fall back into the abyss
Originally written 31-3-2008
Force a smile, force a laugh, fall to the floor, close the door.
I'm Too Weak To Smile,
Please, Help To Set Me Free,
I'm Too Scared To Be,
The Real Me.
Alone I Weep,
Forever I Seep,
Deeper Into These Dark Wounds.
Yea Im broken.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to fix me.
Yea Im mad.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to calm me down.
Yea Im crying.
So what, its not like anyone cares enough to hold me until I stop.
Sometimes we prefer the darkness
because in the darkness we only see
what we choose to see
Forever doesn't last can we quit this illusion that it does!
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