"Close your eyes, take a deep breathe and smile...as if everything is ok..."

Showing what you really feel is not bad
but judging out my feelings is non of your business anymore...

I hurt myself so you can't.

It's amazing how good cutting makes you feel..

I am so sick of people belittling other peoples problems! When someone shares a fear or problem with you, you do NOT try and top their problem. You help and comfort. You do not under any circumstances make them feel like they are not worthy of being sad.

You make me want to feel alive,
Because honest to god I'm dead inside.

And as I took that final breath... I finally felt alive.

Remember me happy,
Like I always wanted to be.

"I am ugly, I don't know what people see when they look at me. I was always a believer in not thinking anyone is ugly, of which I question myself now. No wonder why that guy didn't want to date me."

Now you want to help ? Where were you when I was getting hurt? Or cutting, throwing up and getting high to escape the pain? No where to be found. Now I'm too far in, I no longer ask for your help.