Its horrid when someone you think is your friend is so blind that they cannot see how much pain you're in.....But its worse when they know and ignore it.
Have you ever cried?
Not knowing why
Just wanting someone to be by your side
To hold your hand
Telling you that they understand
It's Eaiser To Say "I'm Fine" Than To Explain What's Wrong.
Life isn't always easy
Choices aren't always right
Somtimes you will wonder
What keeps you up at night
Laughter can hide sadness
But it won't block the pain
Smiles can cover the tear drops
But they won't stop the rain
Dreams don't come true...That's why I'm still here.
- -SJGxx
&& it's not about cutting, burning, bruising, scratching or crying yourself to sleep.
It's about the struggle to stay who you are when the sadness inside is trying to turn you into someone you're not.
I have stopped trying to kill myself, not because I want to live but because I can't stand to see them going through my pain with me.
.:Wanting to be someone else:.
.:is a waste of the person you are:.
*My life is nothing.
*I'm just a reflection in the mirror.
*My life has been consumed by darkness.
*16 and ready to die.
*You can't imagine what that feels like.
Hey, look!! This is me:
I'm the one with a suicidal tendency,
I don't know why I act this way
I just hope it goes away,
But till then I'll have to wait
Wishing it won't be too late...
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