My Damnation

I have come to the conclusion
My life is cursed, I am no longer
Blinded by this illusion, and now it hurts
Now that I know I dont want to bother
With informalities of people interacting
I would rather just scream at them
And keep on walking

I am finished with the way I have tried in the past
I will burn this world down if it gets me what I ask
I cant believe I have done this for so damn long
And it took until just now to see how its so wrong

If you are wondering about this damnation
Bringing my life into question
Its being funny and out going
Friendly and not showing
How I really feel on the inside
I am always the f**king nice guy