Help Me

by OX BroKen Angel Xo

Ive done the best i possible can,
To try and make you understand.
But no-one seems to really see,
That a certain something, is destroying me.

Its something that engulfs your life,
Makes you want to pick up a knife.
Its something that takes away your faith,
And makes you feel so unsafe.

Im not sure how much more i can take,
Before i crumble, and before i break.
I managed to fight it by myself,
With a smile i pretended to be somebody else.
But its at the stage im losing hope,
Im giving up, i cant seem to cope.

This thing is painfully ruining me,
Controlling my life happily.
Im not living - Im surviving,
And inside im slowly dying.

But you all listen, but you dont hear,
And you may watch, but you dont see,
So im going to make it very clear....
I HAVE DEPRESSION AND ITS KILLING ME.