Scared 10-30-09

by Beautifully uniquee

No matter what the time I'm always scared
I feel shake and nervous and nobody cares
I no longer feel happiness or smiles
But these fears i gave drag on for miles
No I'm not a baby or a drama queen
But all this fright, what could it mean?
Am I immature and unprepared for life?(maybe so)
I cannot talk without wondering what people think I am not afraid to speak without having time to think
I am terrified to be happy known everything will so crash down
I can't smile knowing how quickly it will be back to a frown
It is not so easy for me to be silent knowing if I speak I won't be heard
So for now I am not able to speak on single word
I have no problem with sleeping through half my life

nickole lubyewski